When was love supposed to make you cry?
I look to the heavens and asked them why
But they don’t whisper a single phrase
And I’m left wandering in a daze
I thought it was love but it couldn’t be
Because there’s just too much pain inside of me
When was love supposed to hurt so much?
Wasn’t it all about yearning for their touch?
Instead I fear of what you might say
I think about the possibilities every day
I just get this feeling that it’ll come crashing to an end
It’s a feeling that seems to grow stronger when I see you again
It isn’t just fair because certain words just make you cry
I try to just let them slip but some keep replaying in my mind
And each time I hear them the feeling gets worst
And I’m struck with the notion I am under a curse
Was I ever meant to be loved by somebody who will care?
Or am I just an object to be used since I’m there?
I wished these questions can be answered but they never will
Love is something I wish I could just kill
Because it hurts too much to hold on with all my might
Thinking you may be with somebody else tonight
And it tears in my heart and eats me from within
Why did I have to want you more than a friend?
Was I an idiot to think it could work?
I feel it since I feel like a dirt
I felt like there was something, like I was the one
But surely the lies were still here to come
And one after one, they cut at my heart
Until it was broken and torn apart
How much pain can a person take?
Fell in love with nothing but a fake
A person I wanted and made perfect in my mind
But this isn’t a love that could ever be mine
I should have never believed the words that were said
Or the dreams and the desires that danced in my head
What could we call this? A game of pain?
A game that is not a romantic dance in the rain
Instead I was struck with the cold hand of reality
And everything that I wanted was nothing but a fantasy
That could never become true because this is how it goes
This is the story that everyone knows
When was love supposed to be so confusing?
Filling you with hatred and abusing
People took advantage of your tender heart
Until you have no idea where you wish to start
I just want to run and cry when I heard what might be
And I know deep down inside that broken hearted one is going to be me.
this seems to be so melancholic
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